YES / NO

YES!!! my blog worked!!! finally
YES!!! end of MST.
YES!!! love all my 3 intern companies
YES!!! thanks to wanyi for sharing so many "news" to colour up my boring MST days
YES!!! thanks to dusha for shopping with me today after MST

NO!!! wad happen to my tag board??? why i canut type???
NO!!! continuing of all projects
NO!!! have to type cover letters and resume
NO!!! still cannot buy my shoes
NO!!! so many things to do, so little time
NO!!! no youth day holiday
NO!!! din get to see BT today to mock @ him. was looking forward to... nvr mind, MON!!! haha...

CYA Appreciation Ceremony

Fri 220607

went to the airport for CYA Appreciation with a bad, sian 1/2 mood.had to sit in alphabetical order.nearby where i was sitting were wenbin and tiancai, my IMF kakis.i was feeling bad, so i sat there quietly. until wenbin turned to tiancai and said,"很久没有看到 jiamin了 hor，不懂她怎样了。then tiancai was like yarlor... then i turned and smiled to them and started chatting

all of us near him were forced to clap loudly when kelly went on stage to receive her cert, when he shouted" OOI! clap leh!".so glad he broke the ice, if not, i would have missed all that
laughing.

then marcus made a speech on stage. i ald labelled him as joker after singing 　千里之外　in the transit area during IMF. so when he was so serious on stage, i canut tahan, and i TRIED REALLY hard not to laugh,but i just couldnt,so i giggled silently - twice, during rehearsal and the actual event. i know i am bad. so long nvr see them and yet they still ask"where's your brother? tad jiaw...why nvr come?" from fri cya to imf, to this ceremony... and they still say. wads funi was when i saw marcus eating alone during buffet.

jm: why you eating alone?
m: 不知道为什么我的朋友都离我而去。
jm: 一定是你讲的 speech 不好听吗！
m: (give tad stunned face) OOI!!!

@ buffet, i laugh @ the all time joker ben - the way he ate blackies and whities. with ben, jason and scor around, i couldnt stop laughing.

chatted with peili, which made me feel better.

then met linda,charis @ tm.bought a top. so feel a bit happier.

Really thanked these people for making me laugh. although it may be the last time i see some of these ppl, but they are all part of my good memories :)

thoughts tad matters

“当上天把它送给你时，你要伸出双手来接住。。。”

我当时就是来不及伸出手，所以错过了。can i retreive it back?


" To regret, is the most foolish act..."

i WAS a fool ... i AM still a fool

how i slack my day away

went to school to meet my ppl. then went to mac to eat, chat and slack. went home, bath. sat near the balcony, enjoying the breeze while chatting with my mum and bro. we were practically making silly remarks at smt serious - my bro's holiday assignment.

then there's a small voice which i assume it belonged to my angel: "jiamin, mst is next mon. go study! dun waste time."
then a devil's voice: "heck it! ur so tired from sch, have a rest 1st."
i struggle a bit.
then i walked to my room, open my notes, hold my pencil, read the first slide,"its chicken feet" then 2nd slide....then i slept infront of my table.
i only woke up when i receive a msg
i practically did what both my angel and devil told me to do - i study, i rest
ok.... i guess my little devil is still celebrating his triumph over the angel.
most importantly, my pencil was still pointing to slide 2 when i woke up to see the msg on my phone.

wow.... tad . was . so . amazing

很想你

很想你

你在哪里 这些年来如意不如意
还快乐 还单纯 还美丽
时光如何对你?
我在这里人海中的一座岛屿
很平静风平浪静
只除了深夜里回忆会疯狂来袭
我很想你你知道吗
如果可以就让我再见你
美好微笑清澈眼睛
好确定那持离只毁了我一个而已
我很想你听见了吗? woo~
这是唯一我无解的困境
那些过去不肯过去
不管我后来遇见多少人
只能叹息
都不是你
我只想爱你
我在哪里?你会不会偶尔好奇
有没有曾经怀疑
我说我会忘记只是种好意

Rainbow

it rained yesterday morning. i saw a rainbow!

It covered the entire horizon - as far as i can see. it felt really good to see a rainbow early in the morning. it makes ppl feel hopeful and happy. i shot it with my cam to capture it forever.

Love this pic the most. it seems like the rainbow is showering its colours on the flats.

There is this saying that goes if you dig in the ground where one end of the rainbow is, you will find a pot of gold. i wonder if there is a pot of gold in that block.

we seldom see rainbow. that is why we treasure it when it appears, although its a simple scientific logic as to why it appears. for things that is always around us, we take them for granted. just like the sun. we always blame the sun for the hot and humid weather. but without the sun, we will not be able to see the beautiful rainbow. are we taking the people around us for granted?

生命就像彩虹　－　短暂。能不能精彩的过一生，全靠自己和生命中出现的人事物。