backstage . preparation . wanyi's bdae

it was wanyi's bdae on fri. had to pretend i din know / forgot all about it. had to let our project grp members sign the card without her knowing. duno if its me or wad, when i turned my head to look at her, she was looking down at my direction. i was thinking to myself "omg... i think she saw us with the card!" but it turned out later that she din.


during lunch, was eating together with her, qin and limin. i suddenly remembered i forgot to bring my cam. but couldent say it to qin directly infront of wanyi, so i msged qin instead. qin saw that and she "haha" out and reminded me that she could use her phone. then peili msged me RE some club matters. wanyi gave that suspicious look and said"jiamin arh... who u msging???" i just acted blur and showed her the word "rotaract". then i said "so who do u think i am msging?" then i imagined what will happen during the celebration later @ lecture and i smiled to myself. that sharp wanyi then said "why are you arm chio-ing"i just said 我有meh? 我 arm chio 做什么?and continue eating my wanton noodle.


during lecture, sat with qin and karl. here's our conversation


Karl: eh.. later u start hor.
JM: (always blur) start wad?
Karl: sing bdae song
JM: huh??? eh... dun wan leh... v 紧张. eh... u guy leh...why push to me?
Karl: aiyah... end of lecture just pom this thing (cake) infront of her can already lah
JM: (thinking hard)
JM: (after sometime in the middle of lecture whispered to qin and Karl) i think later i go ask Chih wee for his mic
Karl: huh? 真的吗？ok!!!! u go!!!
Karl: (started flipping his lecture notes) eh. 6 more slides.
JM: nervous leh...
Karl: (pushed my highlighter) 5 more slides!!!
JM: (pushed highlighter back) eh.... 不要这样 leh... 很紧张！
.....
Karl: 2 more!!
Karl: 1 more!!
JM: (SHAKING!!!!!)
JM: (when chih wee finally closed his lecture) dun wan to grab his mic le. too scary...
Karl: woah! u changed your mind within 6 slides


then everything is a mess and happened v quickly... open cake box, light candle, karl went off to stop wanyi from standing, i was left with the cake, passed qin my bag, took that cake box, went towards wanyi, started singing bdae song, qin gave the present, chih wee sang the canto bdae song.........


to think of it now, how do i manage to find 那胆子　to sing infront of the lecture group???

WANYI ARH... ARENT U HONOURED???

shocking . shopping trip

went shopping with dusha.
bought 2 blouses. broke.
officially declared that i have already attained auntiehood.


walked pass a tatoo shop, heard the sound of tattooing. the zzzzzz sound -- goosebumps all over.makes my feet jelly... while dusha was happily looking (sicko)from behind a glass panel, i was a distance away,leaning against a pillar, looking away with legs shaking.


another shop does punk hairstyle, piercing etc...
two male customers were having their heads shaved. think eventually some words would be left on their heads. thought about the eventual msg. i think its "army s*cks"... (THE STATEMENT ABOVE IS JUST A THOUGHT. DOES NOT REFLECT CORRECTLY. THUS, THIS IS AN EXCLUSION CLAUSE. YOU HAVE JUST READ THIS CLAUSE.THIS WRITER IS NOT HELD ACCOUNTABLE. )
it even provide some sort of plastic surgery to balloon one's forehead. i was amazed by the ad pasted on the glass panel. it was stated" are you dateless, having boring life? want to attract girls? try ......"
OMG!!!!!!!!! who came out with this idea??? are you sure this will attract girls??? definitely not me (even if he is wearing specs~~punks dun wear specs, do they?). ok... maybe i am already in auntiehood, so it doesnt appeal...

annoyed

i felt annoyed. just annoyed. dun be childish. what you think is ok doesnt mean its ok to others too. let this be the last time.... i'll just forget about it.

me, the empress???

took this personality test that mingmay sent. and to my surprise, i am the empress card... i am not beautiful nor rich as what was described of the empress card...em... true or not true??? zhun bo??? but the picture of the empress certainly look like a witch...

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

BLACK

1st day of new term.sian.no fun.overcast.felt old.spent $10 on lecture notes.broke.see the black and white deco of my club booth.depressed.


mon blue + back to school blue + seeing teachers i hate blue + miss my colleagues blue
= DARK BLUE... ALMOST BLACK...

黑色心情

buffet at TM

i shall upload some pics we took @ TM international family buffet last sat for Dusha. gave it a 7 out of 10 for its food. i am not picky with food, but after tasting those raw jap food, i came to realised that i dun like things that are raw. they turn me off. interior wise, 8.5 out 10. 1st impression, like a posh hotel lobby. fine deco. the four of us, mingmay, linda, charis and i, were just like typical guests in a hotel's restaurant eating buffet, wearing casually, with sandals, shorts and tshirts.ok... dun blame us, we were suppose to go to the beach... although its ex, its worth the experience and the ambiance.

some char pa lang food we took to share together.

nice colour, but dun really like raw things. sushi's still ok
dessert!!!! my fav!!!! oh!!! i forgot to take pics of icecream!!! too bad no chocolate (fondue)corner...

nice and posh interior. just like hotel lobby.

linda and charis

is it charlie's angels? oh!!!! its dusha, linda and jo!!!

让福分延续

Friday the 13. The day i ended my perm job. The day i offically leave my colleagues. The day i offically transformed back to being a student. the day i leave the world of mummies, daddies and the young working adults, back to the teenage world. duno why this feeling pops up.... teenage world is too cold.too selfish. too individualistic.too materialistic.


really want to thank these ppl:

francis. the one who always tong bang me back home so tad i can reach home to watch 7oclock drama.

auntie xiu luan. the one who chats wif me over lunch and takes care of me



fook moi. the one who always ta bao lunch for me



meimei. the self acclaimed best buddy of mine who treat me to fish n co with chengai



aihui. payroll girl who is far better than the HR manager (i m NOT going to miss my HR manager)



ah loh. the young looking guy who dun look like his age, the self acclaimed 帅哥who self-praised "我认第二没有人敢认第一."and will not fail to make me laugh due to his funny remarks and blurness.


others: winnie.chermaine.wangke.simon.security guard uncle(till now i duno his name).auntie bee neo.big james. ah soo.


虽然我只是一个小小的temp，你们真的是太照顾我了。我们可能都没有机会再见面，　但是你们将会是我的美好记忆中的一部分。我们口中都说keep in contact，但是ah loh在他的msg里写的“keep in contact, even though i know it will not be easy...”却一针见血。这就是人生。。。　每天遇到的人，有几个会时常保持联络呢？很多都是hi-bye friends吧. 不过我想有那个缘分相遇并认识就是一种福分。


让这份福分延续吧！但我能做得到吗？

long weekend

3 consecutive days of holiday... finally can do what i had wanted to do for a long time

• finished sewing my DIY teddy. named it brown dude. wow!!! fantastic name issnt it?
• din have the chance to go into friendster to explore the new features in detail. usually will just accept friends, click ok, scan through new friends' testimonials then logout. finally have the time and motivation to fully utilize it. although its no big deal, nothing exciting, but well, since its free, 不用白不用. but realised got quite a lot of unknown friends.... change names till i duno who they are...
• read ST, Today, zaobao all in one shot in detail. so shoik.usually will just scan through.
• listened to tank, jay's cd all over again...
• dreaming of mayday's concert ticket dropping from sky.........

SHIT... SCHOOL STARTING SOON.... HAVE TO TREASURE THE TIME I HAVE NOW

worklife . school life

today is the official day i tack my time table for the new sem. mixed feelings. before the time table was out, i looked forward to be back to school. but now, a bit disappointed cuz of some of the assigned lecturers, and of course, a bit of happiness cuz of some lecturers, a handful of sadness cuz my temp job will be ending in a week's time. the staff are really nice ppl and are like a big family, laughter and jokes could be heard... harmony between the executives and production staff. it is nice to be treated like a 小妹妹... whereby you can no big no small when talking to them... hahaha... but in a joking manner. i guess i am really lucky to be able to have the chance to work in such a nice company.


i realised that a lot of ppl, from the nice and responsible security guard to the laminate and QA hourly staff do not know i am just a temp stuff and they all found out coincidently,on the same day. went to the security office to obtain their OT records and at the same time had a small chat with him. he said it was great to know me cuz we are all from HR dept. when i told him i will be leaving next week, he looked shocked and said he was sad to hear that. then in the pantry, met steven the self acclaimed famous QA customer something something (couldnt remember his exact designation). he found out from the finance ppl that i was only a temp and was transferred to HR when he din see me going down to witness the weighing the scrap materials. he even asked me to leave my contact down so that he can ask me out for coffee. then fook moi, the lady whom i always order my lunch from called me to ask me if i am a temp. when i told her i am, she said," orh.... 我就是觉得你那么年轻就出来做工。。。" they are some of the great ppl who have made my days great in Nelco. their remarks and expressions when they learnt that i was only a temp and will be leaving soon 让我觉得感慨，天下真的没有不散的宴席. i admit that there are times i felt sian with the job, but definitely not with the ppl.


i am still a student. going back to school is definite. but i still feel miserable about the fact that i would be leaving them soon ...