My name

Argh!!!! ppl don't know how to pronounce my name properly. jiaminG, jiaminG, jiaminG....... Why must add the G behind??? it sounds so guy... The horrible yy calls me jiaminG. Went kfc, no seat, so shared table with jeremy and gang. jeremy exclaimed " No!!!! i dun want to sit with JiaminG!!!". once jielong msg me and typed my name as jiaminG, i scolded him. now he knows that i am sensitive to that word and there was once i was in a packed lift with him. He said loudly" see lah jiaminG, you standing at the door, nobody dares to come in..."my friends and many strangers were in the lift... and guess that all in the lift knew my name le (i suddenly felt as if i was standing under a spotlight)...


Realised today that wenda also pronounced my name as jiaminG when she marked attendance. Then karl said" aiyo jiamin, next time when you hand up your report, you have to indicate that your name is jiamin-without-the-G"

summary

Too many things occuring. Different feelings everytime. No time to blog in detail. Want to take a little break from my projects. Summary:

• Many projects to do... stressed up
  
• Got fantastic grades for my FM... relieved
  
• Post Goong Princess Hours syndrome... empty
  
• Chatted with T at the train station... happy
  
• Saw huimin in the bus and chatted... happy
  
• Sitting in front of the com doing serious work... sian
  
• Wasting my precious time waiting for inspection of club house... pissed off
  
• Late nights chionging projects... tired
  
• Attending Ben cho and sheh's lesson.. happy + contented
  
• Good job done for our skit... glad
  
• Looking into the mirror first thing when I woke up... shocked + terrified
  
  Mood swing.. that's life... just hope that I won't go so extreme that my swing snap

~~A short blog saves a thousand seconds

finally, i have finished all my papers. Having papers everyday for the past 5 days killed 97% of my brain cells. The remaining 3% will diminish themselves once i finished typing this entry. After which i shall go RETARD



According to the OxMin dictionary, retard means (1) to sit infront of the goggle box, watch all the shows and all the ads you never had the chance to watch, usu in abnormal time slots. Those shows you may have seen it, but subconciously list it under "not nice" category due to somework not done yet would be watched once again. one may be really surprised why this show is showing for ages... its like a long time since you came across it. And watching all the low budget commercials that are banished into the non golden time slot. you may notice that the bust enhancer commercial you once came across it long time ago is still showing... at that abnormal time slot.


(2) to eat, eat and eat, tear open all the chips you have and munch till your jaws ache. When one starts doing this, this means that the paerson have not been enjoying food for a long long time. Eating, in the past, may mean filling up the stomache, so that one can start studying again.



Who says being retarded means being useless??? you may realise something or better still, find back something you had lost.


ok... there goes my 3% brain cells.

Walked past the two bus stops near jj and my house today. Saw two bus stops full of jj students. I assume they had just finished their A level paper. Saw quite a lot of familar faces. Among them was Wen long. Walked past him, wanted to stop to say hi. But he was too engrossed in discussing the paper with his friends. He was pointing up and down, imagining a piece of paper in the air, i guess. So i din disturb. Moreover, he was standing infront of all the other jj ppl. so if i stop and say something, i will be in the limelights with many pairs of jj eyes on me. But he looked confident. Good for him ^_^



This thought suddenly came to me. If i were a jj-ian, how will i fare my A? will i be able to get to a course that i want in Uni? or will i even get into Uni in the first place? Will i be happy as a jc student? Am i able to get a life? Am i able to appreciate what i had studied in my 2 years?



I have no answer to all these questions. But one thing for sure is that time really flies... 2 years has past. collection of O result seemed like yesterday when i came to think about it now...



To all friends in jc, congrats in overcoming another obstacles of life. No matter how u are feeling now after ur As, give a pat on ur back. Being a jc student is not easy

he horrifies me

I actually dun want to remember this... but saw him today in the food court... and his words on wed suddenly came haunting me... how does it feels to remember his words? Just imagine goosebumps appearing all over you...



horrifying Scene No1:

yy: eh class, i go through this section or not?
class: (nobody reply)
yy: as usual lah... jiamin, i go through already?
jm: huh? (i was daydreaming... he woke me up) yar... went through already

Horrifying cuz he said "as usual lah" and came to ask me... DIE, did i give him the perception that i am very attentive in class? in actual fact, i am not. If he is charming, i dun mind him asking me... but he is the direct OPPOSITE

horrifying scene No 2:
yy: you all will not see me for two weeks leh... happy?
class: (all arm-cio ) and showing happiness
yy: (turned to me) eh jiamin... i know you love me
jm: (eyes big big, mouth big big) ..............................

Why is this horrifying? No explaination need... it just is!

horrifying scene No 3:
yy: (asked lj and me) who has better grades?
jm: (as usual, not listening to him, so did not reply... just look @ him blankly)
lj: (pointed @ me)
yy: (looking @ me) so you better lah
jm: huh? no... i have very poor grades
yy: are you being humble or wad?
jm: ("DIE" was the only word in my head @ that time... i tried hard to outwit him) no... i think i will fail fm (my purpose was to indirectly tell him he duno how to teach)

After his class, i turned to qin :

jm: qin, i need to be affiliated to a religion
qin: ???
jm:i need to be cleansed spiritually

job for me!

I am sure i had enrolled in the correct gems. Know your temperament blends is so fun!!! Even the e-learning assignment is so interesting. Do a personality quiz to see what jobs are suitable for me. here's the result:


People with blue Interests like job responsibilities and occupations that involve creative, humanistic, thoughtful, and quiet types of activities. Blue Interests include abstracting, theorizing, designing, writing, reflecting, and originating, which often lead to work in editing, teaching, composing, inventing, mediating, clergy, and writing.


People with blue styles prefer to perform their job responsibilities in a manner that is supportive and helpful to others with a minimum of confrontation. They prefer to work where they have time to think things through before acting. People with blue style tend to be insightful, reflective, selectively sociable, creative, thoughtful, emotional, imaginative, and sensitive. Usually they thrive in a cutting edge, informally paced, future-oriented environment. You will want to choose a work environment or career path in which your style is welcomed and produces results.


Any potential manager/CEO want to employ me as your secretary? I am definitely suitable!!!
^_^

Inside me, there's a voice that tells me to say hi to you. but physically, i would always pretend i did not notice you. I know you are doing that too.Everyweek, you will always wait for your friends at one corner, while i am at the other, not far away from you. We used to be so close. we work, we slack, we go home,we play with kids while working, we tease each other... y cant we be how we used to be? We have so much in common and you are the one who told me a song from jay chou's album is nice. And true enough, it is one of my favourite... I once said that something is nice, and you go get it for me...


I told you i was sad cuz we canut work together anymore, but you told me we will still see each other in school...



It is so true that when the environment is not there anymore, everything changes...