he horrifies me

I actually dun want to remember this... but saw him today in the food court... and his words on wed suddenly came haunting me... how does it feels to remember his words? Just imagine goosebumps appearing all over you...



horrifying Scene No1:

yy: eh class, i go through this section or not?
class: (nobody reply)
yy: as usual lah... jiamin, i go through already?
jm: huh? (i was daydreaming... he woke me up) yar... went through already

Horrifying cuz he said "as usual lah" and came to ask me... DIE, did i give him the perception that i am very attentive in class? in actual fact, i am not. If he is charming, i dun mind him asking me... but he is the direct OPPOSITE

horrifying scene No 2:
yy: you all will not see me for two weeks leh... happy?
class: (all arm-cio ) and showing happiness
yy: (turned to me) eh jiamin... i know you love me
jm: (eyes big big, mouth big big) ..............................

Why is this horrifying? No explaination need... it just is!

horrifying scene No 3:
yy: (asked lj and me) who has better grades?
jm: (as usual, not listening to him, so did not reply... just look @ him blankly)
lj: (pointed @ me)
yy: (looking @ me) so you better lah
jm: huh? no... i have very poor grades
yy: are you being humble or wad?
jm: ("DIE" was the only word in my head @ that time... i tried hard to outwit him) no... i think i will fail fm (my purpose was to indirectly tell him he duno how to teach)

After his class, i turned to qin :

jm: qin, i need to be affiliated to a religion
qin: ???
jm:i need to be cleansed spiritually