Miss emo

很烦！　真的很烦！　
总觉得
不说，心里烦闷。
说了，情况会改变。。。
这么办？

Maybe i am too overly protecting myself.
Maybe i feel that by keeping it inside me, it will be safe...
i know that i cannot be forever rotating in my own circle.
But i just dont dare to step forward.
i am a coward.

Was on the verge of crying today.
i acted normal.
But "Miss emo" just crept out.

Maybe i will find a listening ear.
But will my mouth cooperate?