REBELLIOUS

THIS IS ONE THING THAT I HAD NVR DONE BEFORE... BUT I JUST SNAPPED INFRONT OF HER... AND I DID NOT FEEL REGRETFUL OF MY ACTIONS AT ALL... I AM FULL OF PRIDE FOR MYSELF AND MY ACTIONS...


The incorigible and impossible Ms C cut my grp off halfway during our presentation. She did not even in the least hell bit emphasize of the 20 min time limit. 2 had finished presenting, one was halfway through her slides and 2 did not get their chance to present their slides. Halfway through, she actually told us to wrap up our presentation. WAD THE HELLA BLOODY BASKET. It was so unfair to the other two who did not get their chance to present fully. They only got their chance to do a little Q&A based on their slides.


I actually snapped infront of her. I know my face was black and full of anger. I was nearest to the com during the Q&A. So i hit the keyboard as hard as i could to signal to her my buey-song-ness when looking through the slides for the Q&A ans. Ms C asked the floor to ask qns based on what was not covered. I duno what came over me. I said to the class "pls ask about the 4 bidding orgs. and what do they offer" in a stern manner. I really want leonard to get his part of the presentation marks. To think Ms C actually laughed and replied "haha... they even ask you what to ask them..." I was holding my fist when she said that... DAMN PISSED OFF


We were given a break after that. i rushed to the toilet to cool down. she was walking behind me. To show my anger again, went toilet, push the door hard infront of her. tears welled up. our effort wasted. No full presentation. When she came into the class for the next grp, i purposely shouted across to the next grp to stick to their 20min.


UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! WHERE IS JUSTICE??? WHO SHE THINK SHE IS???? HOW WILL SHE FEEL IF WE JUST WALKED OUT OF THE LT WHEN TIME'S UP FOR THE NEXT CLASS AND SHE HAVNT END HER LESSON????


SHE CONDEMN ME AND I CONDEMN HER


*PS: to those who said it was their first time seeing my angry side, i will be rebellious when i am really angry.... Sorry if i had scared anyone of you...

CRAZY

Felt like eating ice jelly after lunch in school yesterday. After probing for some time, finally decided to buy it. Felt so heavenly and so contented when eating it. Felt so high... kept on smiling to myself. I think qin and wanyi must have feel that i am crazy and a sicko.... only one ice jelly and it could be so powerful to make me feel so happy. After eating, i even acted as the spokesperson for the ice jelly. My advertisement line:


Feeling stressed out?
Feeling unhappy?
Try XxX jelly
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Jiamin is definitely crazy.

pissed off

I was late today cos i overslept. When mummy woke me up @ 8, i dun feel the sense of urgency. I just slowly slack my way to school. Why did i overslept?

• comfy rainy, cool weather
• Loud thunder caused the alarm of a car downstairs to sound twice
• wanyi msg @ 5am AFTER WORLD CUP to tell me she's not coming for PTH class and i had to reply (erm... in case wanyi read this: not wanyi's fault lah!!! cuz after i sit up to msg, i canut sleep)
• Thought a lot will not go for PTH class after staying up for world cup... so no motivation to go to school.

In the end, i went, but later, thought that i should not have gone cuz Ms C pissed me off. The disorganised Ms C made all those who came (quite a lot) to finish up a proposal by next week. And she even SHOCKED us UP by saying that the IR project presentation is next week! Basket !!!! Havnt hand in report, how to present? no common sense.... I even heaved the S word in front of her (okok... i was not that brave...wangshuai was infront of me to block her view when i sweared)

Pissed of by Ms C, but so happy Italy won the world cup!!!! yeah!!! CK, told you liao, Italy WILL win... i go for Italian pasta, not French toast...

SENSITIVITY

It was once again confirmed by N that i am able to read one's mind. Recently, many of my surrounding friends are currently not in a very good mood... they are not in their usual form. I can actually sense it though i am not really close to some of them.


After CYA duty, N,L and me sat tgr. I sensed that something is wrong with N. so on the train, i actually asked what was wrong. N's reply to my question surprised me. N told me that she knew i had sensed something and even asked me to ask her questions as she was open. since she had offered me to ask, i ask lor, even though i din want to at first. I asked, and i actually guessed correctly what's on her mind. This caused L to be confused as she din understand what e 2 of us were talking about. N labelled L as a person who was not able to sense details and changes... of cos, we laughed a lot during our discussion due to L's ignorance and my hit-ons.


But being sensitive has it's pros and cons...sometimes, i just want to be like L, ignorant to my surrounding, so i wont be affected emotionally when trying to figure out what actually went wrong.

me really drama

Jiamin is getting so drama!!! Today when i was walking home, a police car drove past me and out came 2 police officers who walked infront of me. Thought was rather normal, then continued walking. The 2 officers approached 3 malay men and said in Malay "arper?" (I think my spelling is wrong...). Continued walking, past the nearby malay family service centre. The gate slowly opened. A malay uncle and a little boy stuck out their heads from behind the centre's gate and i overheard the boy said "i scared".


Then this thought suddenly stormed into me. Will those 3 men hold me hostage if the police were to catch them? I am the nearest to them at that moment. I dun want to be held at my neck. then i begun to walk faster. After walking past a playground, i felt safer. Why? BAD BAD ME ACTUALLY THOUGHT THAT IF THE 3 MEN WANTED SOME HOSTAGES THEY WOULD RATHER GRAB THOSE LITTLE INNOCENT KIDS THAN ME!


OMG!!! y do i have such sinful thoughts?........ and since when do i become so drama?....... or issit i am already so drama, but i din realise it till now??????

busy Sat

supported the school and my friends both @ Tangs and Robinson. Even though both sides sold only 1 item when i went there, it was a good start for both teams. that nite, koon cai even sms me to thanked me for my support. I wonder how many ppl he had to msg. guess they really appreciate those who came :)


Then went to watch She's the man with qiuyan,jo,huimin. quite funny... (esp the part with gender issue) no wonder sockmay labelled it as a must watch. managed to dissuade huimin from watching garfield cuz i dun want to waste my $ on tis type of show.


Finished my MR speak standard English observasion @ boonlay interchange with the help from huimin. I were entrusted with tis survey, but i were not that enthu. It was huimin who was so enthu all the way. Pulled me to stand near many diffrent groups of people chatting away to observe if they were using standard english. Typical huimin spirit :)


My apologies to meixiu for not able to attend her 21st bdae party.