so much things to do, so little time... hav to do projects, study for tests, exams that are round the corner, go for club activities and i mean clubS (with a "S") behind... Y my butt so itchy go join so many clubs? y dun i foresee that my hp n msn will have so many ppl's contacts that i dun even know who these ppl r?
incharge of my installation prog is driving me crazy. and to think i wuld b called Sergeant of Arms tad day... bloody basket... its sai gang lah...
look forward to the day when i can really enjoy my weekends... tad could only be in the academic yr of 07/08... siao liao... tad feels like eternity
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
So many things happened that makes me realised what kind of person i am @ different circumstances. Was chatting with tianlu, one of the 2 most chatted-wif pri sch clazmates.This is an extract of our conversation:
TL: Do u realised that in pri sch, we din tok a lot?
JM: come to think of it yes... y?
TL: cuz u will shot ur bullet eyes towards the guys when we r noisy
JM:OMG!!! i am tad fierce meh?
JM:i am may look fierce physically
JM:but i am actually full of warmth inside.... hahaha
TL: yar... i felt stupid to believe wads actually fake
TL: but u r friendly... the only pri sch ppl i know wad to chat r candy,shumei n u....
JM:tads cos u dun get to see my face and eyes mah.. hahahha
TL:Once i know the content of the book, the cover is no longer important to me.
JM:woah!!! so chim!!!
Am i tad fierce?
TL: Do u realised that in pri sch, we din tok a lot?
JM: come to think of it yes... y?
TL: cuz u will shot ur bullet eyes towards the guys when we r noisy
JM:OMG!!! i am tad fierce meh?
JM:i am may look fierce physically
JM:but i am actually full of warmth inside.... hahaha
TL: yar... i felt stupid to believe wads actually fake
TL: but u r friendly... the only pri sch ppl i know wad to chat r candy,shumei n u....
JM:tads cos u dun get to see my face and eyes mah.. hahahha
TL:Once i know the content of the book, the cover is no longer important to me.
JM:woah!!! so chim!!!
Am i tad fierce?
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
REBELLIOUS
THIS IS ONE THING THAT I HAD NVR DONE BEFORE... BUT I JUST SNAPPED INFRONT OF HER... AND I DID NOT FEEL REGRETFUL OF MY ACTIONS AT ALL... I AM FULL OF PRIDE FOR MYSELF AND MY ACTIONS...
The incorigible and impossible Ms C cut my grp off halfway during our presentation. She did not even in the least hell bit emphasize of the 20 min time limit. 2 had finished presenting, one was halfway through her slides and 2 did not get their chance to present their slides. Halfway through, she actually told us to wrap up our presentation. WAD THE HELLA BLOODY BASKET. It was so unfair to the other two who did not get their chance to present fully. They only got their chance to do a little Q&A based on their slides.
I actually snapped infront of her. I know my face was black and full of anger. I was nearest to the com during the Q&A. So i hit the keyboard as hard as i could to signal to her my buey-song-ness when looking through the slides for the Q&A ans. Ms C asked the floor to ask qns based on what was not covered. I duno what came over me. I said to the class "pls ask about the 4 bidding orgs. and what do they offer" in a stern manner. I really want leonard to get his part of the presentation marks. To think Ms C actually laughed and replied "haha... they even ask you what to ask them..." I was holding my fist when she said that... DAMN PISSED OFF
We were given a break after that. i rushed to the toilet to cool down. she was walking behind me. To show my anger again, went toilet, push the door hard infront of her. tears welled up. our effort wasted. No full presentation. When she came into the class for the next grp, i purposely shouted across to the next grp to stick to their 20min.
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! WHERE IS JUSTICE??? WHO SHE THINK SHE IS???? HOW WILL SHE FEEL IF WE JUST WALKED OUT OF THE LT WHEN TIME'S UP FOR THE NEXT CLASS AND SHE HAVNT END HER LESSON????
SHE CONDEMN ME AND I CONDEMN HER
*PS: to those who said it was their first time seeing my angry side, i will be rebellious when i am really angry.... Sorry if i had scared anyone of you...
The incorigible and impossible Ms C cut my grp off halfway during our presentation. She did not even in the least hell bit emphasize of the 20 min time limit. 2 had finished presenting, one was halfway through her slides and 2 did not get their chance to present their slides. Halfway through, she actually told us to wrap up our presentation. WAD THE HELLA BLOODY BASKET. It was so unfair to the other two who did not get their chance to present fully. They only got their chance to do a little Q&A based on their slides.
I actually snapped infront of her. I know my face was black and full of anger. I was nearest to the com during the Q&A. So i hit the keyboard as hard as i could to signal to her my buey-song-ness when looking through the slides for the Q&A ans. Ms C asked the floor to ask qns based on what was not covered. I duno what came over me. I said to the class "pls ask about the 4 bidding orgs. and what do they offer" in a stern manner. I really want leonard to get his part of the presentation marks. To think Ms C actually laughed and replied "haha... they even ask you what to ask them..." I was holding my fist when she said that... DAMN PISSED OFF
We were given a break after that. i rushed to the toilet to cool down. she was walking behind me. To show my anger again, went toilet, push the door hard infront of her. tears welled up. our effort wasted. No full presentation. When she came into the class for the next grp, i purposely shouted across to the next grp to stick to their 20min.
UNFAIR UNFAIR UNFAIR!!!! WHERE IS JUSTICE??? WHO SHE THINK SHE IS???? HOW WILL SHE FEEL IF WE JUST WALKED OUT OF THE LT WHEN TIME'S UP FOR THE NEXT CLASS AND SHE HAVNT END HER LESSON????
SHE CONDEMN ME AND I CONDEMN HER
*PS: to those who said it was their first time seeing my angry side, i will be rebellious when i am really angry.... Sorry if i had scared anyone of you...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
CRAZY
Felt like eating ice jelly after lunch in school yesterday. After probing for some time, finally decided to buy it. Felt so heavenly and so contented when eating it. Felt so high... kept on smiling to myself. I think qin and wanyi must have feel that i am crazy and a sicko.... only one ice jelly and it could be so powerful to make me feel so happy. After eating, i even acted as the spokesperson for the ice jelly. My advertisement line:
Feeling stressed out?
Feeling unhappy?
Try XxX jelly
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Jiamin is definitely crazy.
Feeling stressed out?
Feeling unhappy?
Try XxX jelly
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Jiamin is definitely crazy.
Monday, July 10, 2006
pissed off
I was late today cos i overslept. When mummy woke me up @ 8, i dun feel the sense of urgency. I just slowly slack my way to school. Why did i overslept?
- comfy rainy, cool weather
- Loud thunder caused the alarm of a car downstairs to sound twice
- wanyi msg @ 5am AFTER WORLD CUP to tell me she's not coming for PTH class and i had to reply (erm... in case wanyi read this: not wanyi's fault lah!!! cuz after i sit up to msg, i canut sleep)
- Thought a lot will not go for PTH class after staying up for world cup... so no motivation to go to school.
In the end, i went, but later, thought that i should not have gone cuz Ms C pissed me off. The disorganised Ms C made all those who came (quite a lot) to finish up a proposal by next week. And she even SHOCKED us UP by saying that the IR project presentation is next week! Basket !!!! Havnt hand in report, how to present? no common sense.... I even heaved the S word in front of her (okok... i was not that brave...wangshuai was infront of me to block her view when i sweared)
Pissed of by Ms C, but so happy Italy won the world cup!!!! yeah!!! CK, told you liao, Italy WILL win... i go for Italian pasta, not French toast...
Sunday, July 09, 2006
SENSITIVITY
It was once again confirmed by N that i am able to read one's mind. Recently, many of my surrounding friends are currently not in a very good mood... they are not in their usual form. I can actually sense it though i am not really close to some of them.
After CYA duty, N,L and me sat tgr. I sensed that something is wrong with N. so on the train, i actually asked what was wrong. N's reply to my question surprised me. N told me that she knew i had sensed something and even asked me to ask her questions as she was open. since she had offered me to ask, i ask lor, even though i din want to at first. I asked, and i actually guessed correctly what's on her mind. This caused L to be confused as she din understand what e 2 of us were talking about. N labelled L as a person who was not able to sense details and changes... of cos, we laughed a lot during our discussion due to L's ignorance and my hit-ons.
But being sensitive has it's pros and cons...sometimes, i just want to be like L, ignorant to my surrounding, so i wont be affected emotionally when trying to figure out what actually went wrong.
After CYA duty, N,L and me sat tgr. I sensed that something is wrong with N. so on the train, i actually asked what was wrong. N's reply to my question surprised me. N told me that she knew i had sensed something and even asked me to ask her questions as she was open. since she had offered me to ask, i ask lor, even though i din want to at first. I asked, and i actually guessed correctly what's on her mind. This caused L to be confused as she din understand what e 2 of us were talking about. N labelled L as a person who was not able to sense details and changes... of cos, we laughed a lot during our discussion due to L's ignorance and my hit-ons.
But being sensitive has it's pros and cons...sometimes, i just want to be like L, ignorant to my surrounding, so i wont be affected emotionally when trying to figure out what actually went wrong.
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